{"id":30,"date":"2025-07-28T19:34:43","date_gmt":"2025-07-28T19:34:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/?p=30"},"modified":"2025-07-28T19:36:49","modified_gmt":"2025-07-28T19:36:49","slug":"nenarodila-ses-abys-byla-jak-ostatni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/?p=30","title":{"rendered":"Nenarodila ses, abys byla jak ostatn\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p><strong><em>Jsou dny, kdy se pod\u00edv\u00e1m do zrcadla a zapomenu, kdo jsem.<br>Ne proto, \u017ee bych se nepoznala, ale proto\u017ee jsem se ztratila v o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edch ostatn\u00edch.<br>V tom, jak bych m\u011bla vypadat, mluvit, c\u00edtit se.. Prost\u011b v tom, jak bych m\u011bla \u017e\u00edt..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Mo\u017en\u00e1 to zn\u00e1\u0161.<br>Mo\u017en\u00e1 taky n\u011bkdy p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed\u0161, jestli nejsi moc. Nebo naopak m\u00e1lo.<br>Moc citliv\u00e1. Moc up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e1. Moc sniv\u00e1. Moc zraniteln\u00e1.<br>Nebo m\u00e1lo kr\u00e1sn\u00e1, m\u00e1lo v\u00fd\u0159e\u010dn\u00e1, m\u00e1lo siln\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u00e1 si to \u0159\u00edkala roky.<br>Srovn\u00e1vala jsem se.<br>Tloukla se za to, \u017ee nedok\u00e1\u017eu b\u00fdt tak \u201enorm\u00e1ln\u00ed\u201c, jako ostatn\u00ed.. \u017de m\u011b bol\u00ed v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 ostatn\u00ed jen p\u0159ejdou.. \u017de v\u0161e pro\u017e\u00edv\u00e1m a c\u00edt\u00edm v\u00edc.. \u017de ob\u010das pot\u0159ebuji ticho.. \u017de m\u011b nedoj\u00edm\u00e1 dokonalost, ale pravda..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vyr\u016fst\u00e1me ve sv\u011bt\u011b, kde b\u00fdt jin\u00e1 znamen\u00e1 b\u00fdt divn\u00e1.<br>Kde \u201enevy\u010dn\u00edvej\u201c zn\u00ed hlasit\u011bji ne\u017e \u201ebu\u010f sv\u00e1\u201c.<br>A tak se u\u017e od mala u\u010d\u00edme p\u0159izp\u016fsobit se. Preferujeme \u00fasm\u011bv m\u00edsto slz.. Perfektn\u00ed fotky a videa m\u00edsto opravdov\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu. A tak se ztr\u00e1c\u00edme.. Pomalu, nen\u00e1padn\u011b.. Vyhas\u00edn\u00e1 to sv\u011btlo uvnit\u0159..<br>Za\u010dne\u0161 se tvarovat podle okol\u00ed, a\u017e u\u017e skoro nepozn\u00e1\u0161, co je opravdu tv\u00e9 a co jen p\u0159ejat\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A zapom\u00edn\u00e1\u0161 na to podstatn\u00e9.. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-large-font-size\">\ud83d\udcab <strong>Tvoje jedine\u010dnost je dar!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne slabost! Ne probl\u00e9m! Ne n\u011bco, co bys m\u011bla skr\u00fdvat.<br>Ale n\u011bco, co m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 s hrdost\u00ed nosit jako \u0161perk, kter\u00fd nikdo jin\u00fd nem\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To, \u017ee se n\u011bkdy c\u00edt\u00ed\u0161 jinak.. Nepochopen\u00e1.. \u017de sem nepat\u0159\u00ed\u0161.. To nen\u00ed chyba.<br>Je to d\u016fkaz, \u017ee jsi napojen\u00e1.. Na sebe.. Na \u017eivot.. Na n\u011bco v\u00edc..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsi pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f v obdob\u00ed, kdy nev\u00ed\u0161, kam pat\u0159\u00ed\u0161..<br>Mo\u017en\u00e1 m\u00e1\u0161 pocit, \u017ee nezapad\u00e1\u0161.. Ale sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 se, aby to tak bylo..<br>Ale co kdy\u017e to nen\u00ed tv\u016fj probl\u00e9m?<br>Co kdy\u017e jsi sem nep\u0159i\u0161la, abys zapadla, ale abys vynikla?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>U\u017e nechci b\u00fdt jen n\u011bkdo v davu. Hodn\u00e1, tich\u00e1, p\u0159izp\u016fsobiv\u00e1.. Ta, kter\u00e1 d\u00e1v\u00e1 druh\u00e9 na prvn\u00ed m\u00edsto.. Ml\u010d\u00ed a usm\u00edv\u00e1 se, i kdy\u017e to uvnit\u0159 bol\u00ed..<br>Chci b\u00fdt tou, kterou skute\u010dn\u011b jsem.. Chci b\u00fdt sama sebou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Proto\u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b t\u00edm, k\u00fdm jsem, jsem dost. Sv\u011bt m\u011b p\u0159esn\u011b takovou pot\u0159ebuje.<br>Ne tu, kter\u00e1 se p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed. Ale tu, kter\u00e1 si dovol\u00ed b\u00fdt skute\u010dn\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A j\u00e1 sama sob\u011b nyn\u00ed slibuji, \u017ee od t\u00e9to chv\u00edle jsem j\u00e1 opravdu J\u00c1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jsou dny, kdy se pod\u00edv\u00e1m do zrcadla a zapomenu, kdo jsem.Ne proto, \u017ee bych se nepoznala, ale proto\u017ee jsem se ztratila v o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00edch ostatn\u00edch.V tom, jak bych m\u011bla vypadat, mluvit, c\u00edtit se.. Prost\u011b v tom, jak bych m\u011bla \u017e\u00edt.. Mo\u017en\u00e1 to zn\u00e1\u0161.Mo\u017en\u00e1 taky n\u011bkdy p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed\u0161, jestli nejsi moc. Nebo naopak m\u00e1lo.Moc citliv\u00e1. Moc up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e1. Moc<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":32,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-denik-clarrie"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions\/38"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/32"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/clarrieon.cz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}